I can't believe I'm almost 49. On Jan. 20th, I'll be 49.....49! Why don't I feel like 49??? Some days I feel like 149, but most of the time I don't. I don't always recognize the person in the mirror looking back at me, but just to think I'm almost 50 makes my head hurt.
Still have to jump the memory hurdle of Jan. 18th...the day my mother died. I remember spending my 24th birthday at the funeral home. My brother and dad decided to have the funeral the day after my birthday on the 21st. Her birthday is the 25th.
So many days stacked on top of each other...so many memories tangled together.