Tuesday, December 10, 2013


My thoracic surgeon decided to schedule another test. This is a CTA scan scheduled for Friday at 12:15. I have an appointment with him on the following Tuesday.
It appears he's going through the steps to reach the goal of open heart surgery. No matter what, I won't agree to it until after the first of the year. I just want one more Christmas no matter how lonely it will be.

It is so hard getting news like this and having to deal with it alone. I'm so stressed out! But truth be told, if I don't make it through the surgery, it won't affect anyone's life.

Just need the strength to endure a lonely Christmas. The last thing I want to think about is surgery.

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