Saturday, September 6, 2014

Just Thinking

Just thinking day. Wondering when is a good time to give up on the account. Wondering when giving up on Benlysta is a good decision. 

I feel like giving up, but am I too close to a possible breakthrough to give up? What if the next one is the one that helps? 

Right now I am so weak that I can barely walk across the floor. Is it the lupus? Probably. Is the Benlysta in the mix? Probably. Does the means outweigh the end? 

Today I just want to give up.

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